Or I could feel completely unmotivated about writing and written about 4 haphazard paragraphs so far, which would need a whole lot of revision before they even begin to form a cohesive unit. Which also seems to be about right for a few things for me currently. I can’t seem to get the motivation going after getting off of work lately. I think its partially because the days have just felt really long lately.

Yet another developer I consider a friend and associate has announced that he is retiring and watching all these people leave that I’ve formed some kind of bond with…is really draining. Everytime it happens as well I go through a time where I wonder what exactly it is that i’m doing here. Its a thankless job really, one that I plan to expand on more in the largish post I’m doing once I can get to it and get it down cohesively. Till then, I need to reinstall windows and then gentoo on my dev box again. I just need to get that done even if its a pain in the butt for the windows part. Why can’t I just use a usb drive with the driver?